Here Be Dragons

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Let me go back to Friedman (and to the early explorers) again. He said that when those explorers headed south to try to fine a new way to China, they hit the end of the world. Not the actual end of the earth, but as far as they were concerned, it might have well as been. Once they dipped below the Equator, the lost the North Star. They lost the one fixed point in the stars that could always tell them where they were.

Once they crossed that line, they hit the part of the map that said, “Beware. Here Be Dragons.” They were sailing blind now. Not only did they not have the advantage of maps, and the tales of people who went before them, they had no real way to navigate with certainty.

Sailing into uncertain waters was dangerous, and not everyone who set out came back. Mutinies were not unusual, and interactions with the locals was sometimes fatal. But the worst part was moving ahead, and not really knowing where you were going.

Of course the people who came behind them had the advantages their predecessors left them. If nothing else, at least they knew they would not fall off the edge of the world.

What is it like to sail blind? Terrifying! Churches today have a simple choice. They can stay where they are. For some churches that means a certain death. For others, it means holding their own, and having their glory days behind them.

They can follow other ships. This is where the metaphor breaks down. If I want to go to China and don’t know how to get there, I would be wise to follow someone who did. However, in the world of the church, that is usually not an option. I used to go to conferences run by successful churches, and I thought that if I took what they did in their congregations back to my congregation, I could recreate what they did. It never worked. It was like studying gardening techniques in Southern California, and bringing them to Alaska. “How can I plant the tomatoes in April when there is still six feet of snow on the ground?”

Or we learn to blaze new trails for ourselves. This is more dangerous than sailing beyond the Equator, for most church members, and most pastors are not by nature explorers. They like their comfortable homes. They like their comfortable pulpits. Oh, no one can complain like a disgruntled pastor. But it’s not like they really want to do anything about their complaints.

I am currently in a Facebook discussion with two Christian, both devoted to their faith, and both of whom I consider friends, about the inclusion of LGBT peoples in the church. I can almost see their worlds turning upside down if we move into that kind of uncertainty. Both said, in various ways, we just need to rely on the Bible, and we will be a faithful people, and by that they mean their traditional way of interpreting the Bible. That is their North Star. And it is a good one. But is this particular way of reading the Bible keeping us from moving the Kingdom forward? Granted, crossing the Equator, in this sense giving up a more literal reading of the Bible, takes the certainty out of our faith.

But then, is not “certain faith” an oxymoron? Is having faith in the Bible the same as having faith in God? Is the Bible that imaginary line that we dare not cross, because then we are sailing blind?

But what are the consequences of staying at home?

Of course those who do want to sail on have no idea where to go. Oh, let me rephrase that. I have no idea where to go, if I want to move ahead. I know where I have been, but I am not sure where to go.

It is one thing to point a ship south and sail on. It is quite another to plan for the future as a congregation when you do not know what the future has in store. It is tempting to grab onto what you did before, or what that highly successful church across the way is doing. And it is infinitely easier to remain safe at home, where you know there are no dragons.

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Bad Questions Make For Bad Answers

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Since the late 1980s, the Presbyterian Church has been asking, “Should we include LGBT people in our congregation, and to what extent?”

Perhaps that has been exactly the wrong question, because since the late 1908s the Presbyterian Church has been fighting over the role of LGBT people which has resulted in a much weaker denomination over the last 25 years of fighting. Individual congregations have pulled out by the droves, moving to smaller but “purer” denominations, and a leaving much weaker Mother Ship. Those who have pulled out have essentially alienated themselves from a large segment of the American public, the 51 percent who do not oppose same sex marriage. They may have shored up their base, but statistics show that very few ex-Presbyterian congregations have expanded that base.

All because we have been asking the wrong question.

Edwin Friedman, in his book A Failure of Nerve, recounts how the West was stymied in finding a route to the Far East after the fall of the Mongol Empire, because the Silk Road was no longer safe and open for trade. The fall of Constantinople made passage impossible. The West was stuck on the question, “How can we continue traveling East over land, using the Silk Road?” which proved to be a question with no answer.

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As it turned out, a much better question was, “What happens if we go west to get to the East?” Columbus made his famous voyage, and the rest is history. (Actually it is all history.) This question opened up the Age of Exploration, and led to massive changes in the Western world. In fact, according to Friedman, they still got it wrong. It took a hundred years after they bumped into the New World to realize that the New World itself was the prize, not the obstacle. So an even better question would have been, “What else is out there?” Continually asking, “What is the best route to the East caused them to be blind to the treasure they were trying to get around!

In the small area where I live, two Presbyterian churches have pulled out of the denomination. My congregation is the only one in the town where I live. And to what effect? Disgruntled members from the other churches have come to my church, and the local denomination has spent hundreds of hours dealing with the departures, thus proving to the rest of the community that Presbyterians cannot get along with each other, much less with people in other denominations.

Fortunately the broader civic community has ignored our little spat, mostly because they don’t give two shakes of a mule’s tail what churches do. Our little squabble just proved how irrelevant we are to the world at large. And for reasons that are beyond my understanding, people in the churches think this is somehow important.

So what questions should we be asking?

I was talking with the pastor of “The Other Presbyterian Church,” one that pulled out, and he said we should support relationships that honor God. Now on the surface, I think he is dead right, but unfortunately what that means to him, and what it means to me are two different things. I believe the love between two people of the same gender can honor God. And heaven knows, there are enough straight relationships in the church that are as close to honoring God as East is from West.

Imagine if all the energy that has been expended bickering over what gay and lesbian people do was turned to finding ways to help ALL relationships honor God. Imagine if the question was “How can we help people love?” instead of “What are we going to do about the gays and lesbians?”

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Ask a bad question, and you will get bad answers. Should we include LGBT people in our church is a really bad question. If Jesus was right, we can judge things by their fruit, this fruit is rotten.

Maybe our question needs to be bigger. I don’t know, but all this makes me wonder.

What question should we be asking?

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Counterintuitive

MICAH 6:1-8

1   Hear what the LORD says:
Rise, plead your case before the mountains,
and let the hills hear your voice.
2   Hear, you mountains, the controversy of the LORD,
and you enduring foundations of the earth;
for the LORD has a controversy with his people,
and he will contend with Israel.

3   “O my people, what have I done to you?
In what have I wearied you? Answer me!
4   For I brought you up from the land of Egypt,
and redeemed you from the house of slavery;
and I sent before you Moses,
Aaron, and Miriam.
5   O my people, remember now what King Balak of Moab devised,
what Balaam son of Beor answered him,
and what happened from Shittim to Gilgal,
that you may know the saving acts of the LORD.”

6  “With what shall I come before the LORD,
and bow myself before God on high?
Shall I come before him with burnt offerings,
with calves a year old?
7   Will the LORD be pleased with thousands of rams,
with ten thousands of rivers of oil?
Shall I give my firstborn for my transgression,
the fruit of my body for the sin of my soul?”
8   He has told you, O mortal, what is good;
and what does the LORD require of you
but to do justice, and to love kindness,
and to walk humbly with your God?

 

 

PSALM 15

1   O LORD, who may abide in your tent?
Who may dwell on your holy hill?

2   Those who walk blamelessly, and do what is right,
and speak the truth from their heart;
3   who do not slander with their tongue,
and do no evil to their friends,
nor take up a reproach against their neighbors;
4   in whose eyes the wicked are despised,
but who honor those who fear the LORD;
who stand by their oath even to their hurt;
5   who do not lend money at interest,
and do not take a bribe against the innocent.
Those who do these things shall never be moved.


 

 

GOSPEL MATTHEW 5:1-12

1When Jesus saw the crowds, he went up the mountain; and after he sat down, his disciples came to him. 2Then he began to speak, and taught them, saying:

3“Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

4“Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.

5“Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth.

6“Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled.

7“Blessed are the merciful, for they will receive mercy.

8“Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.

9“Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God.

10“Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

11“Blessed are you when people revile you and persecute you and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on my account. 12Rejoice and be glad, for your reward is great in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.”

This week I heard about an interesting study on the radio. The researchers took one group, and they did everything they could to boost their self esteem. They also had a control group, where they did nothing to boost their self-esteem. Then they gave both groups a difficult task to perform. What they found surprised them.

The people in the group who had their self-esteem boosted, actually did worse than the people in the group that did not. That was counter intuitive to what they expected to find. You would think that if you boost a person’s self-esteem, they will perform better on tasks, but in this study they found that was not the case.

There are a lot of counter intuitive things in life. If you are riding a bike, and start to fall to the left, it feels like you should turn left, but in fact you have to turn right to correct your fall. If you are canoeing, and get caught in sweepers, in branches and trees hanging over the river bank, it feels like you should tilt your canoe into the bank, but if you do you will swamp it.

In the Beatitudes, this morning’s Gospel text, Jesus says a lot of things that are counter intuitive. He says a lot of things that are puzzling, and do not seem to make sense, but as we look at them, we see they make very good sense.

Let’s look in depth at the first one, and that will help us understand the others. Jesus gets up, opens his mouth, and says, Blessed are…the poor in Spirit.

Now that is probably not what we expect, even today two thousand years after Jesus first gave this sermon. When we think of people who are blessed, we don’t jump right away to the poor.

We tend to think people are blessed if they have it all together. It is not the poor in spirit who are blessed, but the rich. Since when was poverty a blessing? I remember in the movie Fiddler on the Roof when Reperchek tells Tevye that money is the world’s curse, and Tevye looks to heaven and says, “May God strike me with it! And may I never recover!”

But Jesus tells us that the poor, at least the poor in spirit, are blessed.  That seems so counterintutitive, but as we follow Jesus the next few weeks, we will see a lot that is counterintuitive.

To get a handle on this, I want to go back to something I said I said last week. We were talking about the phrase, “Repent, for the Kingdom of God is at hand,” and I made the point that was a good thing. Repent means to change, and when the Kingdom of God is here, we change some things, and we change those things for the better. I used the example of “repenting” because we had a spell of warm weather. Spending a Saturday outside was a change from how I normally spend Saturdays in January.

I said the coming Kingdom means some changes are in order, and I was trying to make the point that a) the coming kingdom is a very good thing, and b) the changes we make are also very good changes. This week we see what kind of changes Jesus may be talking about when he told us to repent, and this is the first one.

Blessed are the poor in Spirit. What does it mean to be poor in spirit? Jesus told a story about that once. Two people went to pray. One looks up at God, and tells God what a wonderful person he is, and how lucky God is to have him as a believer.

I thank you Lord that I know right and wrong in every situation. I thank you Lord that I never lack wisdom when I make decisions. I thank you Lord that I always know exactly what is on your mind. And I thank you Lord that when it comes to doing right and wrong, I never make a mistake.

Now there is a man who is rich in spirit. He has it all together. He has all the answers. He never doubts God, nor does he doubt himself. He does not have any personal struggles.  All his relationships are in order. His wife is perfect, his children are perfect, his house is perfect, his job is perfect. Oh, he does have an alcoholic brother, but he is perfect in the way he deals with his brother. This is a man who is very rich in spirit. And at the end of his prayer this man who was very rich in spirit looked over and saw a poor sinner at prayer. Maybe the man was homeless. Or an alcoholic. Or gay. Or someone who never went to church. Maybe he was that guy in the community who everyone else talks about, because, you know, he has problems.

And this other man, this paragon of depravity, this man who has no spiritual wealth, this man who’s life is a mess, this man who could not tell right from wrong if it bit him on the nose, and who, even if he could tell, would never actually do what was right, looks up and prays, “Lord, have mercy on me, a sinner.”

Which prayer, Jesus asks, does God really hear? Which man, when it comes to what God values, is really blessed?

When I was a chaplain, I did a lot of work in the psych ward of the hospital. And it seemed like there were two types of people in the psych ward—those who had no idea why they were there, and those who knew that at this time in their lives, they needed to be there. We had one patient who was suicidal.  His life had fallen apart. He was in the middle of a divorce, which was precipitated by an affair he was having. He drank too much. His wife had told him he could not see his kids without supervision. And he had lost his job, because his personal life had affected his work life. I knew him because he was a member of my church.

One Saturday night it just all piled up on him, and he decided to check out—permanently. He went to his garage, turned his car on, and sat in the car waiting to die from the exhaust fumes. As it turned out, the car ran out of gas, His ex-wife was worried about him, and sent a neighbor over to check on him. When the neighbor found him in the exhaust filled garage, she called 911, and he ended up in the hospital.

He had been there the usual three days when we asked him to stay another week. His first response was to point to another patient who had just checked out. “Why does she get to go, but you want me to stay?”

“We can help you,” I said. “She has no idea that she even has a problem, and we will see her again in a few months. But you know you need help, and you are willing to get it.”

He was in spiritual poverty, but he was blessed, because he was getting help. He was reaching out.

You see, the Christian life is NOT about making sure you have everything together. It is NOT about making sure that you have no problems. It is NOT about being so perfect that you don’t need God.

Unfortunately we put a lot of emphasize on looking better than we actually are.  Heaven forbid if people found out what we were actually feeling. Heaven forbid if people found out what was really going on in our lives. Heaven forbid if people found out how much we were really hurting at times—those times when we shrug it off, and say, “It’s ok.” I swear, most of us, if someone found us in a car wreak, bloody and bruised, and asked, “What can I do for you,” we would scratch the words, “I’m ok” in the dirt.

The wonderful thing about the Kingdom of God is that it is OK to NOT be ok. It is ok to have problems. It is ok to NOT have your life together. It is OK to hurt. It is Ok to be a mess.

It is OK to mourn, and by mourn I mean it is ok to hurt like hell at times. It is ok to feel like you miss someone so much, that you would almost rather not go on living.

It is OK to be meek, to not come across arrogantly, to not look strong in every situation. It is ok to sit back, because you don’t feel you have the resources to do what needs to be done. The world tends to value people who push their way to the top. Nice guys finish last, it is said. But Jesus tells us they inherit the earth. In the kingdom of God, we don’t need to fight for things we really want. They are given to us. They are our inheritance.

We can hunger and thirst for righteousness. We can look at the world and, “That is NOT Right!” In 1979 in went to Haiti for a summer. I lived in a small village, and got to know the people there. I saw their poverty, and I saw their happiness. I saw their need. I started to care about them as I got to know them. I wanted a better life for them.

But you know, it hurts to care. It hurts to look at the world, and to see the injustices. It is much easier to turn a blind eye and walk on by. I’ll tell you why. Because we cannot fix many of the problems. I told you about my parishioner who tried to kill himself. Just before we left, he was struggling with many of the same things. I could not fix him. We look at the larger problems in life—world hunger, drug addiction, poverty, racism, sexism, homophobia—and we know that we cannot fix the world. We hunger and thirst for righteousness, for justice, because we do not see it. I remember one Saturday morning, my daughter, who was about four at the time, went to play with a friend, and he was mean to her. I don’t know what he did, but he was mean. And she came home crying, and one of the things she said through her tearns broke my heart. “It’s Saturday, and we are suppose to play on Saturday. It is not supposed to be THIS way.”

And she was right. Little girls are not supposed to come home crying because their friend was mean to them. Nor are they supposed to grow up in a house where their parents are drug addicts. They are not supposed to be sexually abused. They are not supposed to be neglected. They are not supposed to live in grinding poverty, where they parents are too poor, or too stoned, or too messed up to buy them Christmas presents.

But they do. We can close our eyes to those things, because seeing them, really seeing them hurts. If we open our eyes to the injustices in the world, one thing we will quickly realize is that we cannot fix all the problems in the world. And it is easier to just ignore them, but in the Kingdom of God, it is blessed. Because the ONLY way the world will get any better, is if someone dares to care. And if we cannot fix all the problems of the world, we can help some people. We cannot eliminate hunger in the world, or even in Medford, but we can help a few people. And when we dare to care enough to start doing something, we find fulfillment. Ask those who work with Wednesday night live, or the Food bank. Ask those who do countless random acts of kindness.

Jesus goes on. Blessed are the merciful. In the world, we seek vengeance. In the kingdom of God, we learn to show mercy. Maybe that is because we have received mercy. When we are on top, we use that position, not to lord over overs, but to pull them up. Winning the rat race only means you are best rat. When I worked with troubled youth, I saw a disturbing behavior. When one kid started to do better, the other kids would try to pull him back. One kid would be climbing out of the mess that was their life, and the others kids would try to pull him back into the mess. If they could not see a way out, they did not want anyone else getting out.

But some kids would try to help others. One of the worst kids we had was in a group home with another kid who was a total mess. And for reasons I will never understand, that really, really bad kid took the other kid under his wing. He protected him at school. He stood up for him the group home. And as he showed mercy on that kid, he experienced it in his own life. I realized he was doing for that one kid what he wished someone had done for him. And the cool thing, as he was showing mercy to the kid who needed, he was experiencing it in his own life.

Blessed are the pure in heart. I will take a lesson from my own sermon this morning and just say that I am still working on that one. I don’t really understand that one. What I did come up with is that being pure in heart means being yourself. I was discussing love with someone, and I said that love is giving your best self to others, and he said, “No, love is simply giving yourself to others.” Being pure in heart means we don’t have to put on airs, or hide who we really are. We are who we are, and we have learned to live with that.

Blessed are the peacemakers. Peace, of course, is not the absence of conflict. Peace is learning to live with conflict. People who try to squelch conflict are not peacemakers. They are peacekeepers, and often do more damage than good. No, we are peacemakers, not in our ability to keep conflict from happening, but more in the way we deal with it. We will talk more about that in a few weeks. But let me tell you something that years of marriage counseling (and one bad marriage) has taught me—conflict is not bad, in and of itself. The way we DEAL WITH conflict may be bad, but conflict is inevitable. Peacemakers do not avoid conflict—they are just not controlled by conflict.

In the sermon on the Mount, Jesus is giving us his view of what the kingdom of God looks like. “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.”

This kingdom is not just for the rich. As a matter of fact, it is a place where people who do not have it all together are especially welcome, so if you think you are unworthy of the kingdom of God, that just proves how ready you are for it. It is a place where we can hurt, where we can mourn. It is not for stoics, who have determined to never feel any pain.

It is a place where you don’t win by clawing your way to the top. You win by not joining the rat race at all. It is not about dying with the most toys; it is about living with the life God has given you.

It is a place where we can dare to care for others, where we can dare to dream for a better world by doing what we can, where we can, even if we cannot make a perfect world.

It is a place where we don’t have to win all the time; it is a place where helping others win is valued more.

It is a place where we can be ourselves, where our false fronts are not needed, and in fact are a detriment.

It is a place where we can act peaceably in the midst of conflict.

That’s the good news.

Now there is some bad news here. People don’t want to live that way. Some people will not want YOU to live that way. They don’t want you to be yourself. They want you to be like them. Remember the kids I talked about earlier, that tried to pull back the ones who are succeeding. Well, the bad news, it is not just something those kids do. It is pretty prevalent in our society. And if you take Jesus at his word, especially in this section of Matthew, you will look different. As Flannery O’Connor once said, “You shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you odd.”

But it also makes you free. In here, in these words of Jesus, we find words of truth and freedom.

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Jesus Calling

 

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PSALM 27:1, 4-9


1   The LORD is my light and my salvation; 
          whom shall I fear? 
     The LORD is the stronghold of my life; 
          of whom shall I be afraid?

4   One thing I asked of the LORD, 
          that will I seek after: 
     to live in the house of the LORD 
          all the days of my life, 
     to behold the beauty of the LORD, 
          and to inquire in his temple.

5   For he will hide me in his shelter 
          in the day of trouble; 
     he will conceal me under the cover of his tent; 
          he will set me high on a rock.

6   Now my head is lifted up 
          above my enemies all around me, 
     and I will offer in his tent 
          sacrifices with shouts of joy; 
     I will sing and make melody to the LORD.

7   Hear, O LORD, when I cry aloud, 
          be gracious to me and answer me! 
8   “Come,” my heart says, “seek his face!” 
          Your face, LORD, do I seek. 
9        Do not hide your face from me.

     Do not turn your servant away in anger, 
          you who have been my help. 
     Do not cast me off, do not forsake me, 
          O God of my salvation!


SECOND READING 1 CORINTHIANS 1:10-18

10Now I appeal to you, brothers and sisters, by the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that all of you be in agreement and that there be no divisions among you, but that you be united in the same mind and the same purpose. 11For it has been reported to me by Chloe’s people that there are quarrels among you, my brothers and sisters. 12What I mean is that each of you says, “I belong to Paul,” or “I belong to Apollos,” or “I belong to Cephas,” or “I belong to Christ.” 13Has Christ been divided? Was Paul crucified for you? Or were you baptized in the name of Paul? 14I thank God that I baptized none of you except Crispus and Gaius, 15so that no one can say that you were baptized in my name. 16(I did baptize also the household of Stephanas; beyond that, I do not know whether I baptized anyone else.) 17For Christ did not send me to baptize but to proclaim the gospel, and not with eloquent wisdom, so that the cross of Christ might not be emptied of its power.

18For the message about the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God.

GOSPEL MATTHEW 4:12-23

12Now when Jesus heard that John had been arrested, he withdrew to Galilee. 13He left Nazareth and made his home in Capernaum by the sea, in the territory of Zebulun and Naphtali, 14so that what had been spoken through the prophet Isaiah might be fulfilled: 
15  “Land of Zebulun, land of Naphtali, 
          on the road by the sea, across the Jordan, Galilee of the Gentiles — 
16  the people who sat in darkness 
          have seen a great light, 
     and for those who sat in the region and shadow of death 
          light has dawned.” 
17From that time Jesus began to proclaim, “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven has come near.”

18As he walked by the Sea of Galilee, he saw two brothers, Simon, who is called Peter, and Andrew his brother, casting a net into the sea — for they were fishermen. 19And he said to them, “Follow me, and I will make you fish for people.” 20Immediately they left their nets and followed him. 21As he went from there, he saw two other brothers, James son of Zebedee and his brother John, in the boat with their father Zebedee, mending their nets, and he called them. 22Immediately they left the boat and their father, and followed him.

23Jesus went throughout Galilee, teaching in their synagogues and proclaiming the good news of the kingdom and curing every disease and every sickness among the people.

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Last week, during my installation, I was asked several questions by Mary Gillespie, questions that are asked of everyone who is installed as an elder or deacon in the Presbyterian Church. One of them was,

Do you accept the Scriptures of the Old and New Testaments to be, by the Holy Spirit, the unique and authoritative witness to Jesus Christ in the Church universal, and God’s Word to you?

 

Now I have no problem saying “I do” to that question, but I have to admit that I am sometimes frustrated by the Scriptures of the Old and New Testaments, more by what they don’t say than what they do. For example, the Bible tells a lot about WHAT God has people do, but there is very little about WHY God wants us to do a lot of things.   

 

But when it comes to the New Testaments, I think my biggest problem is that we only the get story of the First Generation of Christians. That, I believe, has caused more problems in Christendom than almost any other thing. Why is that an issue?

Well, in the Bible, every one who joins the church is either a) Jewish, and making a major change in the way they worship God, or b) a pagan, who is making a major change in the way they worship God, and in the god they are now going to worship. We get the story of how Cornelius becomes the very first gentile Christian, but we don’t get the story of what happened when Cornelius’s grandchildren joined the church.

 

Everyone who gets baptized in the New Testament, is baptized, as an adult, when they join a church, but is because they are all converts to Christianity. So today we get arguments among churches over whether or not we should baptize infants, like we do in the Presbyterian Church, or whether we should wait until a person can make up their own minds, like in the Baptist church.

 

Paul could not have envisioned a situation where a person could leave the doors of one church, and walk to another church which was only a few blocks away. Every church he served or wrote to was a church he had founded, and he was the only person in that town founding churches.

 

Because of this we have different ways of interpreting what the Bible means for us today, and different traditions, and different emphasizes in the church today. Some churches read the New Testament situation, and since the New Testament stresses conversion, they stress conversions. I once got into a discussion with a Baptist who told that the point of every worship service was to make converts, and there should be an alter call in every worship service. He thought we Presbyterians were “less than Christian” because we rarely have altar calls. I told him that most people in a Presbyterian Church had been Christians since they were a young age, and if we aimed our worship at people who were not Christians, we would be ignoring the overwhelming majority of people in our pews who were. 

 

Over time in America we developed a rift between churches that emphasized conversion, and churches that emphasized spiritual growth.

You go further back in the history of the church, and you see that when different people started emphasizing different things, The emphasize soon turned into a separate denomination. Martin Luther started emphasizing the experience of Grace, and that became the Protestant Church. Calvin started emphasizing the role of elders and church order, and that became the Presbyterian Church. John Wesley started emphasizing a personal interaction between a person and Jesus, and that became the Methodist Church.  Ye others started realizing that not everyone who went to church was actually touched by anything that happened there, or that some had fallen away from church, or had not even been a part of a church, and the Baptist tradition was born.

Now that is a pretty simple breakdown of church history, but it shows how we came to be so divided over the years.

 

Now I started with sermon by talking about some of my frustrations with the Bible. In this mornings first lesson we see first hand one of the reasons why I find the Scriptures to be so helpful, and that is because people are people, and the problems we have now are often the same problems they had back then. So for example, today I am talking about how the church splits itself into various parts. Listen to what Paul wrote again:

Now I appeal to you, brothers and sisters, by the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that all of you be in agreement and that there be no divisions among you, but that you be united in the same mind and the same purpose. For it has been reported to me by Chloe’s people that there are quarrels among you, my brothers and sisters. What I mean is that each of you says, “I belong to Paul,” or “I belong to Apollos,” or “I belong to Cephas,” or “I belong to Christ.” Has Christ been divided?

 

Apparently they had different versions of denominations back then as well, even within the walls of one congregation. In the Corinthian church, after Paul started it, a group of people from the church in Jerusalem visited it, and they represented Peter and his teachings. A man names Apollos also went around as Paul did, and taught in various churches.

 

And so the people in the Corinthian church gravitated toward one or the other of these teachers. So people were running around saying, “I was converted and taught by Paul.”

 

“Peter was my teacher.”

 

“Oh, everything I know about the faith, I learned from Apollos.”

 

And then you had the super-spiritual folks, who tried one up everyone by saying, “Oh, I only follow the teachings of Jesus.”

 

We see this played out today. I am a Presbyterian, I am a Methodist, I am a Baptist. Oh, I don’t have anything to do with denominations, I am non-denominational.” Oh, that denomination, the one that does not believe in denominations.

 

There was a time in this country when your denominational affiliation might be a source of pride. I remember the line in the movie A River Runs Through It, where one character, a  Presbyterian says that a Methodist was just a Baptist who had learned to read.

But today, what I am seeing, is that we are doing this out of survival. The Presbyterian denomination is shrinking, as is the Methodist denomination, Lutheran, Episcopalian—even the Southern Baptists are losing members faster than they are replacing them. And sometimes when we feel threatened we do things that feel right, but that are exactly the wrong thing to do.

 

We go into survival mode. We start caring more about the survival of our particular part of the Kingdom of God than we do about the Kingdom of God. So as the Presbyterian Church shrinks, we start protecting what it means to be a Presbyterian. And that usually means we start fighting about what it means to be a Presbyterian. And when that happens, we have churches who leave the denomination, and churches who get angry with churches who leave the denomination. And we just get smaller, and sometimes as we get smaller, we get bitter. We see those who are doing well, or at least who seem to be, and we get jealous.

 

Individual churches, as they start to shrink, they go into survival mode. When they do that, they tend to do two very dangerous things. First, they start letting money determine ministry, and two they start to see more of what they cannot do than what they can do. These are very normal things to do, but they are also very dangerous.

 

One thing I learned in college when I was dating was that if you started talking about the relationships more than enjoying the relationship, the relationship was usually in trouble. When the church starts talking about “What it means to be a Presbyterian, or even a Christian” in our society, that usually means we are in trouble. I read an essay a few years ago on what unhappy people do that makes them more unhappy, and one of the worst things they do is that they start thinking about how they can be happy. Because, you see, when are thinking about how to be happy, you are really thinking about all the reasons why you are unhappy, and when you are focusing on why you are unhappy, you are never going to do the kinds of things you need to do to BE happy.

 

The same is true of revitalizing a church. We can focus on all the things that are wrong, and heaven knows, if you look at the state of the Presbyterian Church today, there are a lot of reasons to be really depressed. WE can focus on all the ways we are limited by a lack of money, a lack of people power, a lack of resources, a lack of young people. But that will paralyze us. We can circle the wagons, and protect ourselves from people who are different from us, who seem to be attacking us. But the fact is, the church is not being attacked today, it is just being ignored, and circling our wagons and fighting about who is and isn’t the best kind of Presbyterian or who is or isn’t the right kind of Christian makes us just look silly.

 

So what do we do? And that brings me to the Gospel Lesson.

16  the people who sat in darkness 
          have seen a great light, 
     and for those who sat in the region and shadow of death 
          light has dawned.” 

That actually comes from Isaiah, and Matthew quotes it as he starts to tell us about the life and ministry of Jesus.

16  the people who sat in darkness 
          have seen a great light, 
     

The interesting thing about darkness, is that it always seems endless. The end of a dark route might be several feet or several miles away. Imagine you are in a dark cave, and you don’t know how big the cave is. The darkness can make it seem like it goes on forever, even if the end is right before your face.

But when you shine a light, you can see the journey.

 

During World War II, people in occupied countries lived in very dark times. It looked like no could stop the Nazis. And if they had a radio, they listened every evening for four words. This is London Calling. When they heard those words, they knew that London was still free. The Nazis had not taken them over. And a long as London was free, there was hope for them. Those words were light in the darkness.

In this mornings Gospel text, we hear Jesus calling. We live in an occupied country. We are occupied by hopelessness. Our political system seems to have broken down. Our children are being shot in schools and universities, and at malls, and we are helpless to do anything to stop it. The economy is better, but it still ain’t great, and it does not look like it will be great anytime soon.

In the church, we are losing Presbyterians hand over fist. Every year the pool of Christians in this country gets smaller and smaller. And for mainstream churches like us, it is a very small pool. And we could focus on that. We could have us a little pity party.

 

But the light has come.

 

Repent, Jesus says, for the Kingdom of Heaven is drawing near.

 

That is not some guy standing on the street corner with a sign, warning of gloom and doom. Too often we think of that as a warning; we have to change our ways because judgment is well nigh. Sometimes that makes us feel, well like a kid whose parents were out of town, and he had a party at his house, and it is a mess, so he has to repent, clean up the mess, because mom and dad are coming home at four, and with them comes judgment!

 

But that is not what that means. Repent does mean to change. But we change because the light is here.

 

We change because we don’t have live in the darkness. We can live in the light. The light might show us things about ourselves we would rather not see. That is the repent part. Ruth Graham, Billy Graham’s wife told about the first time he was interviewed on TV at their home. She had cleaned it for three days, and thought it was spotless, but when the TV lights were on, all the cobwebs in the ceiling were illuminated, all the dust bunnies she missed stood out in the corners, and all the spots on the carpet leapt up. Its no wonder that sometimes we do prefer the darkness. The light sometimes show us things we would rather not see, but choosing darkness is a bit like choosing not to see a doctor because you are afraid he might tell you how sick you really are, or not looking at your bank book, because you are afraid of how much in debt you might be. Of course the only way to get well, or get out of debt, is to see how bad the problem is.

 

Jesus said the Kingdom of heaven is at hand, and then he started calling people to follow him. Does it feel like your life is dark? Come follow me. Come serve me. Come learn from me. Learn what a real life is about. The call to follow Jesus is the call to learn what real living is about. It is not a call to join a church, although that might happen if you answer the call of Jesus. It is not a call to become a professional Christian like me, although for some that happens. It is not a call to become a missionary or a minister, it is not a call to quit all you are doing, it is not a call to give all the fun things in your life.

 

It is a call to life. It is a call to live in the light.

Over the next few weeks, we will be looking at the life and light Jesus offers. Next week we are going to look at the character that comes with the call to live in the light. The week after that, we are going to look at our resources. The week after that, we are going to look at relationships in the Light. If the Presbyterian Church is going to survive, it will do so because it quits playing the survival game, and keeps focused on how we answer the call of Christ. If we survive, it will be because we choose to live in the light, we choose to answer the call of Jesus. That is our hope.

 

 

 

 

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Wither the Church?

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I was talking with a colleague the other day, and we were bemoaning the state of affairs in the Church today, as well as the state of affairs in our own churches. As we were talking, I began to realize what the situation really was–we were on the Titanic, heading toward the iceberg. The iceberg is mostly composed of the lack of young people in churches today, but that may well be just the part that’s poking up out of the water. Underneath the water we see churches that grew fat and lazy in the post war era, mostly downtown churches. Every downtown church is one or two bad pastor’s away from death or serious damage. And while most pastors are working hard, and, at least in my tradition, are pretty smart people, the idea of the best and brightest going into ministry has long since passed.

The number of people who identify as “spiritual, but not religious” is on the rise, and not just with young people and the number people who are pissed off at the church for one reason or another seems to be growing even faster. (Thank God for Pope Francis, who seems to get what being a Christian is all about, and does not let being the Pope stand in the way of being a Christian.)

So we are heading for an iceberg. What do we do?

The church is a huge institution. Even if you are in a small church, the institutional history is huge enough to make it VERY, VERY hard to turn. Some prefer to ignore the iceberg, while others take the stance that the iceberg should just not be there. They don’t like the iceberg and think it should get out of our way.

Like THAT will ever happen.

Other churches are trying to grapple honestly with the situation. When I was interviewing churches I was surprised how many had a mission statement that consisted more of questions than answers.

This is a time for questions. What does it mean to be church today? After WWII, as the suburbs expanded, churches reached out to all those new homeowners, most of home had decent jobs, and by reaching out, I mean they basically opened their doors. People would look for a church, and it did not take a whole lot to be church. Essentially church revolved around Sunday School, Sunday worship, Youth Group for kids, and monthly pot luck fellowships. Committees ran the church, and while it could get crazy at times, that essentially worked.   That old model is working less and less these days.

What will replace it? Many churches can still continue to slide by on the old models, but as time passes they will become more and more irrelevant. To date I have not seen a new model that I think will work effectively.

The iceberg is looming. Can we turn fast enough to avoid disaster? And if we do turn, what is our new course (of action)?

I would love to hear from folks on this.

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ISAIAH 42:1-9

1   Here is my servant, whom I uphold,
my chosen, in whom my soul delights;
I have put my spirit upon him;
he will bring forth justice to the nations.
2   He will not cry or lift up his voice,
or make it heard in the street;
3   a bruised reed he will not break,
and a dimly burning wick he will not quench;
he will faithfully bring forth justice.
4   He will not grow faint or be crushed
until he has established justice in the earth;
and the coastlands wait for his teaching.

5Thus says God, the LORD,
who created the heavens and stretched them out,
who spread out the earth and what comes from it,
who gives breath to the people upon it
and spirit to those who walk in it:
6   I am the LORD, I have called you in righteousness,
I have taken you by the hand and kept you;
I have given you as a covenant to the people,
a light to the nations,
7        to open the eyes that are blind,
to bring out the prisoners from the dungeon,
from the prison those who sit in darkness.
8   I am the LORD, that is my name;
my glory I give to no other,
nor my praise to idols.
9   See, the former things have come to pass,
and new things I now declare;
before they spring forth,
I tell you of them.

 

PSALM 29

1   Ascribe to the LORD, O heavenly beings,
ascribe to the LORD glory and strength.
2   Ascribe to the LORD the glory of his name;
worship the LORD in holy splendor.

3   The voice of the LORD is over the waters;
the God of glory thunders,
the LORD, over mighty waters.
4   The voice of the LORD is powerful;
the voice of the LORD is full of majesty.

5   The voice of the LORD breaks the cedars;
the LORD breaks the cedars of Lebanon.
6   He makes Lebanon skip like a calf,
and Sirion like a young wild ox.

7   The voice of the LORD flashes forth flames of fire.
8   The voice of the LORD shakes the wilderness;
the LORD shakes the wilderness of Kadesh.

9   The voice of the LORD causes the oaks to whirl,
and strips the forest bare;
and in his temple all say, “Glory!”

10  The LORD sits enthroned over the flood;
the LORD sits enthroned as king forever.
11   May the LORD give strength to his people!
May the LORD bless his people with peace!

GOSPEL MATTHEW 3:13-17

13Then Jesus came from Galilee to John at the Jordan, to be baptized by him. 14John would have prevented him, saying, “I need to be baptized by you, and do you come to me?” 15But Jesus answered him, “Let it be so now; for it is proper for us in this way to fulfill all righteousness.” Then he consented.16And when Jesus had been baptized, just as he came up from the water, suddenly the heavens were opened to him and he saw the Spirit of God descending like a dove and alighting on him. 17And a voice from heaven said, “This is my Son, the Beloved, with whom I am well pleased.”

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When I was in high school and college I rode my bicycle a lot.  In the ninth grade I went to a private high school which was about 30 miles from my house, and in the spring I got up early and rode my bike to school several times a week. I would spend Saturdays riding my bike about town, and people recognized me as the kid with the orange Gitane Tour d’France bicycle. One of my heroes at the time was a home town kid who had ridden his bicycle from Prudhoe Bay, Alaska to Tierra del Fuego in Chile, from the top of North America to the bottom tip of South America. He wrote regular dispatches from the field, which were printed in the local newspaper, and which I read with great envy, wishing that I could do that one day.

I also rode a lot in college. My parents lived about 45 miles away, and on nice weekends I would ride to their house. In the summers I worked in Charlotte, North Carolina, and lived in Monroe, about 30 miles away, and I would often ride to work, or just ride to Charlotte for the fun of it. I once did a hundred mile trip in one day, to Myrtle Beach for a weekend.

I met a fellow cyclist in college, although I did not get a chance to know him well. It was in my philosophy class, and I could tell he was a cyclist because he wheeled his bike, a rather well ridden bike, into class. I went up to him after class and we talked for a while. His name was Keith. I asked if he did a lot of riding, and he said he used, but not so much once he started school. It was hard to find the time. I agreed, and told him how much I used to ride, and we talked about getting together for a weekend ride.

We never got to do that. He missed a few classes, and then a classmate came to me one day and asked, “Did you hear what happened to Keith? He was coming out of the university on his bike, and got hit by car. He died yesterday.”

When I read his obituary, I had an epiphany about Keith. I realized who he really was. He was Keith Jackson. HE was that guy who rode his bike from Alaska to Chile. I felt really foolish about my pathetic attempts to impress him with my little 30 and 50 mile bike trips. And I really wish he had the chance to ride together.

I had an epiphany. Today we are in the season of Epiphany, which started last Monday. Epiphany means revelation or manifestation. When we have an epiphany that means we just realized something, usually something very important, and usually we realize it suddenly, because some piece of information was revealed to us. In my case Keith’s real identity was revealed through a news paper article.

In the church, Epiphany pertains to the revelation of Jesus as the Son of God. Now, two thousand years after Jesus, we are used to the language about God having children, that we are children of God. Every week we pray to God, our Father, but in Jesus’ day, this was pretty radical stuff. You don’t find that kind of language in the Old Testament. It is hard for us to wrap our heads around just how radical that was in Jesus’ day, just like it is hard for our kids to wrap their heads around the notion that in the past cell phones were a sign of great wealth.

There are two major symbols for epiphany—the Star that led the wise men to Jesus, and the Baptism of Jesus. Both were divine signs that Jesus was more than just a good man—he was the very Son of God. And he was the Son of God in a very different way than we are children of God.

The star was a divine presence in the sky that was open for all to see, but only for a few to understand. Some historians believe it was not a single star, but two planets that were in conjunction in the constellation of Leo around that time. Every one could see it, but only the wise men from the East knew how to interpret it. Some revelations of God are like that. We all see the same thing, but a few are able to see the work of God in that thing. Sometimes we may be hit by a particular insight, something that may even change our lives, but which has little or no effect on others.

When I look back on my life, I can see many incidents which were clearly part of the work of God in my life. But not everyone else sees those incidents the same way. The problem with following a star is that everyone sees the star from a different perspective. I see the stars from the extreme north, and they look a little different than they do to people who live at the equator.

This is what is called special revelation, special epiphanies. They are not meant for everyone. And they can be hard to interpret. Only a few saw the star and knew what it meant.

The baptism was different. That was a general epiphany. Jesus came to John, and John baptizes Jesus.  Everyone saw that.

When Jesus comes out of the water, the dove descends on him, and God speaks to him. “This is my Son, the Beloved, with whom I am well pleased.” That is the Epiphany, this is God telling us who Jesus is, and the way the story is told, anyone who was there was able to hear it. THIS is my son, God is saying to everyone who is gathered around. That is God’s word for all people. Unlike the star, which apparently was only meant for a few, this epiphany was for all people.

Now at the end of the service, we are going to do something that will has to do with star epiphanies, something that might help you find God’s special word to you. [At the end of the service we gave out stars to all the congregants. Each star had a word on it, which people were encouraged to meditate upon. The word might be an encouragement, or a thought provoker.] But now I want to talk about what God’s epiphany for all people at the baptism means for us today.

And a part of what we do this Sunday is to reflect on our own baptisms. For many, if not most of you, that is not something you remember. Many of you were infants when you were baptized. But I ask you to reflect on what Baptism means in your life,a nd we can learn something about that based one what it meant for Jesus.

It is a sign that we also are children of God. In our baptism we learn who we are, and whose we are.

This is my Son—God tells Jesus who he is. You are my Son, and if you ever had any doubt of that, let that be banished. You are my son.

The boxer George Foreman has five sons, and all five are named George– George Jr., George III (“Monk”), George IV (“Big Wheel”), George V (“Red”), and George VI (“Little Joey”). When asked why he gave two reasons. The first was, in his words, “If you’re going to get hit as many times as I’ve been hit by Mohammad Ali, Joe Frazier, Ken Norton, Evander Holyfield – you’re not going to remember many names.” But the second is more important. “I want them to know where they came from.”

God says to Jesus, “You are my Son.” He wants Jesus to know where he came from, and prove that Jesus is a chip off the old block, he sends the Spirit in the form of a dove. In the Gospel of John, Jesus says to the Pharisees that he knows where he came from and he knows where he is going. He came from God, and he is going to God.

In our baptism we are reminded that ultimately WE came from God. Remember last week’s sermon? Before the foundations of the world, we were chosen by God. Like Jesus, we also came from God. We belong to God.

John Calvin said: “Without knowledge of self, there is no knowledge of God. Our wisdom, insofar as it ought to be deemed true and solid wisdom, consists almost entirely of two parts: the knowledge of God and of ourselves. But as these are connected by many ties, it is not easy to determine which of the two precedes and gives birth to the other.”

In other words, Calvin is saying that if we want to know God, we need to know ourselves, and if we want to know ourselves, we need to get to know God. I understand God according to who I am. The circumstances of my particular life, and my particular understanding of life determines in part how I see God. But how I see God also helps determine how I understand the various circumstances of my life.

Here God tells Jesus, “You are my Son. You belong to me.” In our baptism, God says to us, “You are my child. You belong to me.”

How are you supposed to understand your life? You are a child of God. No matter what happens to you, you are one of God’s beloved children.

God says something else very interesting. “This is my Son, my beloved, in whom I am well pleased.” Now what is interesting about that is that Jesus has not done anything yet—well not anything of major import. He has not done any miracles, he has not healed anyone, he has not given any sermons yet, he has not even called his disciples. Nothing. Nada. His resume as Messiah, at this point in time, is empty.

And yet that is the point where he is told that his father is pleased with him—at the beginning of his ministry!

Jesus did not have to prove himself to God to win God’s favor. And if Jesus really was fully human as well as fully divine, he had every opportunity to back out. In fact, if you remember in the garden before his crucifixion he begs to be let off the hook. So when God says this, he really means that he loves Jesus, right then and there. At that point in time he is pleased with Jesus.

I said this last week, and it bears repeating; We cannot make God love us any more than God already loves us. God was pleased with Jesus, WELL pleased with Jesus, before Jesus ever gave his first sermon.

Now part of what we do this Sunday is to reflect on our own baptisms. For many, if not most of you, that is not something you remember. Many of you were infants when you were baptized. But I ask you to reflect on what Baptism means in your life. It is a sign of God’s love for you.

The reformer Martin Luther was prone to fits of deep depression. He already had a melancholy temperament, and after the reformation, when he realized he had almost single handedly split Christendom, the spells got worse and longer.

When it got really, really bad, when the depression got too much to handle, he would be seen in his room, often laying on the floor, and repeating to himself, “But I am baptized. But I am baptized.” For him that meant that no matter what happened in the world around him, he belonged to God, and was loved by God.

A few years ago one of my church members, I’ll call him Jack, but that is not really his name, visited my office, and during the visit asked if I would rebaptize him. Now in the Presbyterian Church, for various reasons, we do not rebaptize people. We believe that one baptism is good enough. And we don’t care who baptized you. Whether you were dunked by a backwoods Baptist, sprinkled by an Episcopalian, poured on by a Catholic priest, or had a dab of water put on your head by a Presbyterian, it is all God’s work to us. Who and how does not matter.

So this presented a problem for me. Technically I am allowed to rebaptize him. I asked Jack why he wanted to be baptized again, and he told me that he first got baptized when he got married. His wife wanted to be married in her Episcopalian Church, and the priest refused to do the wedding if he was not baptized. So, for the sake of getting married in a church, because that was what his wife wanted, he agreed to be baptized.

“The priest told me what it all meant, but I did not believe a word of it,” he said. “I did not believe in God, and I figured this was just a meaningless little thing to make the priest happy.”

Well over the years, for a variety of reasons, Jack did start to believe. He had been worshiping with our congregation for three years, and had come to believe, first in God, then in Jesus as the Son of God.

“I lied through my teeth the first time I was baptized,” Jack said. “I want it to mean something, because now God means something to me.”

I was not sure what to do at first. But as we talked, I began to realize something.

“Your baptism did not mean anything to you at the time,” I said, “because God did not mean anything to you at the time. I understand that. But what you have to understand is that when God did not mean anything to you, you still meant something to God. You might not have believed in God, but God believed in you…and God still believes in you.”

I told him the story of Jesus’ baptism, and how Jesus hears those words before he has done anything of importance. I told him that baptism is an act of God, not of people. It does not really matter who does the baptism or how they do it. We believe that what is important is that God is involved in the sacrament. It is not just about getting our heads a little wet.

“Maybe God knew your future, and knew that you would one day be sitting my office, and that we would be talking about this. Maybe God knew that you would find your way back. Maybe God knew that meaningless ceremony you did way back when would one day become very important to you. Maybe not. Maybe God just took a gamble that it would all come together one day.

“But the important thing is that God was there when you were baptized. And God is still with you today.”

Jesus came up from the water, and the Holy Ghost descended upon him, and the Voice of God said, “This is my Son, the beloved, with whom I am well pleased.”

And God says that to us.

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First, a story by Alaska journalist Shannyn Moore:

I saw something beautiful tonight.
I hesitate to put words on it. I fear I won’t capture all the wonder of beauty. I will try.
I stopped at the corner store on the way home from the studio. I was finishing a phone call and noticed a woman in the parking lot. She had no where else to be. Homeless. She loitered. I finished my call. We walked in at the same time.
Two women worked the counter. I see them from time to time. They smiled at me. Hellos were given.
One of the women said, “Are you a customer?” to the homeless woman.
“I don’t have any money, ” she said. “I need to use the bathroom.”
The woman frowned at her. She’s already beaten. Why make her feel less than beaten? I thought.
The other woman said, “You can get two hotdogs for two dollars. Here….”.
She pulled out two dollars. Crumpled dollars. Dollars that would get this lost woman to a bathroom as a customer and some food.
She looked at the other clerk and said, “Ring her up for two hotdogs.” She handed her the money.
I stood there at the counter. The now “customer” walked to the bathroom. The two dollars went into the register. I was next.
I burst into tears.
I consume so much of the news. The ugly. The hanging of women in Afghanistan and the frustration of an ignored war. The attacks on women’s rights. Chris Christy is an ass. Etc.
This was so beautiful to me. A woman – paid little to man a corner store who gave dignity to a homeless woman. Her kindness was gorgeous. Her grace and mercy on a woman who is lost in her circumstances is so much more Christian than most people who hang crosses around their necks.
“Are you Okay?” she asked me.
I’m fine. I have a home with a daughter who loves me and two dogs that bark too much.
I wiped my tears away.
“Thank you for reminding me that people are more good than bad.” I told her.
The first clerk said, “She does that all the time. I don’t know how she makes rent feeding these people.”
Words failed me. I found a twenty in my wallet and handed it to the other woman.
Thank you for taking care of people. She said she couldn’t take it. She’d be fired. I didn’t take it back.
I walked to Harlon – my Subaru.
My phone rang again.
The woman with two hotdogs and a relieved system walked past my car into the Alaska night. Her survival so dependent on kind souls like the corner market lady.
I think of our elected officials who want to punish the homeless more….like the first clerk. They also like to think they are Christian. They are not.
Thank you corner store lady. Thank you for reminding me how much love still exists. I love you.

I love this story because it reminds me that simple acts of compassion are the building blocks of humanity. I understand why Ms. Moore brings up the hypocritical faith of politicians in her article, because that is her world. And because they are easy targets. And I agree with her. Too many public officials wear their faith the same way they wear a flag pin or even a suit and tie–it is a necessary accessory for getting elected. And they are violating the Third Commandment, “Do not take the name of the Lord in vain.”

But I also have to say that I see acts like this on a daily basis. I pastor a downtown church in Medford, Oregon, and we have more than our share of homeless or just plain downtrodden people coming through our doors. On Wednesdays we fill our fellowship hall with food, and let people come in and “shop” at no cost. People leave with shopping carts full of food.

On Sundays we get an odd assortment of people coming in our doors. Along with the regular parishioners we get people who really just need a place to get out of the cold. Last Sunday a homeless man wondered in, hoping to find a alcove to sit in, but before he got far he was given a cup of coffee and invited to sit in with everyone else. Or he could go sit in alcove. His choice. He choose to stay (possibly because this was our informal service, and you can drink coffee while I am preaching) and as I watched the congregation deal with him I realized that they treated him like any other visitor, in spite of the fact that he was clearly having a conversation with the voices in his head during the service.

If you live in the rough and tumble world of politics as Ms. Moore does, and as I did for a short while in the Alaska Senate as an aide, you lose sight of the some of the goodness that exists in the world. The environment affects us, and without realizing it, we start to think everyone acts in the same way as the people around us. (When I worked at the hospital, I often found myself thinking that half the world was sick and the other half was dying.)

That is why being a part of a compassionate community is so important, whether that community is a church, synagogue, mosque, temple or secular social club.

I do wish that those who wear their faith on their political sleeves (and I am talking to you, Governor Parnell) would heed the words of the ancient Hebrew prophet:

He has told you, O mortal, what is good;
    and what does the Lord require of you
but to do justice, and to love kindness,
    and to walk humbly with your God?

Thank you, Ms. Moore for a beautiful piece on everyday compassion, and for encouraging us to those acts.

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Chosen by God

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  PSALM 147:12-20

12  Praise the Lord, O Jerusalem! 
          Praise your God, O Zion! 
13  For he strengthens the bars of your gates; 
          he blesses your children within you. 
14  He grants peace within your borders; 
          he fills you with the finest of wheat. 
15  He sends out his command to the earth; 
          his word runs swiftly. 
16  He gives snow like wool; 
          he scatters frost like ashes. 
17  He hurls down hail like crumbs — 
          who can stand before his cold? 
18  He sends out his word, and melts them; 
          he makes his wind blow, and the waters flow. 
19  He declares his word to Jacob, 
          his statutes and ordinances to Israel. 
20  He has not dealt thus with any other nation; 
          they do not know his ordinances. 
     Praise the Lord!

SECOND READING EPHESIANS 1:3-14

3Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in Christ with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places, 4just as he chose us in Christ before the foundation of the world to be holy and blameless before him in love. 5He destined us for adoption as his children through Jesus Christ, according to the good pleasure of his will, 6to the praise of his glorious grace that he freely bestowed on us in the Beloved. 7In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of his grace 8that he lavished on us. With all wisdom and insight 9he has made known to us the mystery of his will, according to his good pleasure that he set forth in Christ,10as a plan for the fullness of time, to gather up all things in him, things in heaven and things on earth.11In Christ we have also obtained an inheritance, having been destined according to the purpose of him who accomplishes all things according to his counsel and will, 12so that we, who were the first to set our hope on Christ, might live for the praise of his glory. 13In him you also, when you had heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation, and had believed in him, were marked with the seal of the promised Holy Spirit; 14this is the pledge of our inheritance toward redemption as God’s own people, to the praise of his glory.

GOSPEL JOHN 1:(1-9) 10-18

1In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2He was in the beginning with God. 3All things came into being through him, and without him not one thing came into being. What has come into being 4in him was life, and the life was the light of all people. 5The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it.

6There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. 7He came as a witness to testify to the light, so that all might believe through him. 8He himself was not the light, but he came to testify to the light. 9The true light, which enlightens everyone, was coming into the world.

10He was in the world, and the world came into being through him; yet the world did not know him. 11He came to what was his own, and his own people did not accept him. 12But to all who received him, who believed in his name, he gave power to become children of God, 13who were born, not of blood or of the will of the flesh or of the will of man, but of God.

14And the Word became flesh and lived among us, and we have seen his glory, the glory as of a father’s only son, full of grace and truth. 15(John testified to him and cried out, “This was he of whom I said, ‘He who comes after me ranks ahead of me because he was before me.’”) 16From his fullness we have all received, grace upon grace. 17The law indeed was given through Moses; grace and truth came through Jesus Christ. 18No one has ever seen God. It is God the only Son, who is close to the Father’s heart, who has made him known.

 

Happy New year!

 

How many of you made New Year’s resolutions this year? I still do, but I find that as I get older, my resolutions become…smaller and more manageable as the years go by. I used to make resolutions that would change my life. Now most of them are designed to just change my mornings.

 

You know what the problem is with New Year’s resolutions—the year before we make them! If I were truly starting off fresh, I could easily lose that 40 pounds that I would like to lose this year. The problem is, I am not starting off fresh. I have a whole year behind me of eating ice cream in the evenings, and snacks during the day. Did I say a year? I have decades of bad behavior behind, and we all know the best indicator of future performance is past behavior!

 

Sometimes I wish I could go back to the very beginning…well maybe not that far back, but at least to those days when I started having a snack every evening, back when I could afford to do that, when it did not matter all that much, and explain to my past self, that my future self is REALLY going to regret this behavior!

But I can’t and I have to live with who I am as well as who I was. And I cannot change who I was, but I have to deal with that to change who I am.

 

That is true in the life of the church. If First Church was going to make New Year’s Resolutions this year, what do you think they should be? What could we as a church be doing this year that we were not doing last year? Or what should we stop doing?

 

Again the church has the same problem we have as individuals. Who we are is based on who we were. And we cannot escape that.

 

But we are not imprisoned by that either. It is not like our past determines who we will be tomorrow. Our future is not predestined by our past.

 

Our future is predestined by God.

 

Now that I have gone and used the P word, Predestination, I might as well spell out what I mean by that—or more correctly, what the Bible means by it. It shows up in our readings this morning—twice in the Ephesians passage.

 

In verse four Paul says we were chosen by God, in Christ, before the foundation of the world, and in verse five he says we were predestined. The word chosen, by the way, means predestined.

 

What is Predestination? When I was studying at Duke, which is a Methodist school, I got asked a lot about that, because supposedly Presbyterians either invented Predestination, or believe in it more than other denominations. And there is a lot of confusion over that subject. This morning I want to set a few things straight, and maybe bust some myths that might be out there about Predestination.

 

First, Presbyterians did not invent it. It is a biblical idea. The concept is found through the Old Testament, most notably in the fact that God chose one people to be the People of God, but it is also found in the New Testament, most directly in Paul’s letters.

 

Second, it does not mean that God directs every moment of your life. There was a Presbyterian who fell down the stairs, and thanked God he got that over with.

 

That is not what predestination is all about. It does not mean that our entire future is controlled by God, and we are just along for the ride. It does not mean that everything that happens to you is caused by God, and it does not mean that every detail in your future is planned out, and directed by God, and you have no real choice in the matter. That is not predestination; that is something called determinism—where your future is determined by God or biology or your genes, or your environment.

 

As Christians we believe in free will. We have choices, real choices, and while no one can totally control their future, we believe we can make choices that affect our future.

 

So what is predestination?

 

Well, it comes from the Greek word eklectos, which is related to our English word “elect.” That is why predestination is called the doctrine of Election.

 

What is simply means is that God has chosen us. Now Paul tells us, in the verses we heard this morning, that God chose us “before the foundation of the world.” Before you were born, you were chosen by God. Before you parents, or grandparents, or great-grandparents were born, you were chosen by God. Before there were human beings on this planet, you were chosen by God. Before this planet existed, you were chosen by God.

 

 

 

There are some Christians who like to ask if you have accepted Jesus Christ as your savior. I have had people come to my house and knock on my door to ask if I have accepted Jesus Christ as my savior.

 

If Presbyterians were to go door to door, and you know what you get if you cross a Presbyterian with a Jehovah’s witness? Someone who is not afraid to knock on doors, but has no idea what to say when the door is open.

 

But, if we were to go door to door, we would not ask people if they accepted Jesus as their savior. We would ask, “Did you know that God accepted you before you were born?” For us, it is not all about US choosing God. It is about GOD choosing us. We were created and born in the love of God.

 

That is what predestination is, at least according to Paul. Now there are two ways to look at it. The first is that God has chosen us as individuals. In other words, before the foundation of the world, God knew MY name, and God knew YOUR name. And God chose Murray, and Angelee and Tom and Dick and Jane—but God did not choose Harry and Sally.  There has been, in the history of our church a thing called Double Predestination. That is where God has chosen some to be experience salvation for the Greater Glory of God—but God has chosen some for eternal damnation, again for the Greater Glory of God. Some are saved, some are not, and it is all up to God.

 

When a Presbyterian minister is first ordained, they are examined by their Presbytery. Usually those are pretty friendly examinations, but not always, and there is the story of young man whose examination was very brutal. He was asked very hard questions, and every answer he gave was challenged by people in the Presbytery, and finally, toward the end, an older gentleman got up, and asked, “Son, are you willing to be damned for the Greater Glory of God.”

 

The candidate could not resist himself, and answered, “Sir, I am willing for this entire Presbytery to be damned for the Greater Glory of God.”

 

But there are some real problems with Double Predestination, the least of which is that we have no say in our own salvation. We might be saved or we might be damned, and only God knows which we are and why. That goes against the grain of a whole lot of other things that are in the Bible. It means we are just puppets in God’s hands, and that is not really what a loving God is all about.

 

So there is another way to look at it. We were chosen by God, in Christ, before the foundation of the world, Paul tells us. Now John tells us, In the Beginning was the Word, the Word being Christ. 1In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2He was in the beginning with God. 3All things came into being through him, and without him not one thing came into being. What has come into being 4in him was life, and the life was the light of all people. 5The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it.

 

 

 Now at the beginning, Christ is not a human yet, But that is why Christ exists as a part of the Trinity—to become human. That is one of the basic Christian Doctrines, that Christ is part of the Trinity, that Christ is in fact part of God. Now, I am not going to try to explain the Trinity—that comes in May. But for now, we have God the Father, God the Son, and God the Spirit, all existing before anything else. And that is when we were chosen, by God, in Christ, and here’s the punch line—to be adopted as God’s children.

 

We just celebrated Christmas, and what we celebrated was the Son of God came down to earth as human being. 

 

That is important all by itself. God does not look down on us. God came to us. Imagine if, after my interview with the church, the committee asks me when I am moving down, and my response is, “Move? Why would I move from Alaska to Medford? I can skype my sermons, and do pastoral work over the phone and by email. I don’t need to move here to be your minister!”

 

That would be ridiculous! I do need to be with you, among you, to be your minister. I cannot do that work by long distance, and neither can God.

 

But Christmas means more than that. By becoming human, Jesus takes on all humanity. Because Jesus is human, we share with him his humanity, and because Jesus is God, we also share in his divinity. We become children of God.

 

Now what is the cash value of this? What does this mean for us, here, today.

 

First, we all have one thing in common. We were all chosen by God, in Christ. Not just the people in this room, but all people. And that binds us together. All people. We are all part of the family of God, not because we chose to be, but because God chose us. We did not chose Jesus—Jesus chose us.

 

We are going to celebrate Communion here this morning, and that is a sign that we are all one people of God. That is one thing communion means.

 

Second, we share in the Divinity of Jesus, just as he shares in our humanity. It means we are capable of love. Not as big as God’s love—we are not God—but God’s love is in us. We are capable of being creative—not as creative as God, but still, we can be creative. I loved the Christmas decorations we had up, because is the creativity of God at work in different people here in the church. I love the music, because it is the creativity of God at work here through people. We are capable of being Good People, because God is Good. We were chosen to be Holy and Blameless. Now we struggle with that because we are human, but we have that in us, and at moments it shines forth.

 

Finally, it means that we can rest in God.

 

 

I talked at first about New Years Resolutions. I think most of us want to be better people—because that is how we were created. That shows we share in the holiness of God. But we don’t do it to impress God. We don’t do it because we think God will love more if we are better people. I would love to lose 40 pounds this year, but God will love whether I do or not. I have been chosen by God before the foundation of the world, I don’t think a weight loss program will strengthen that choice. It won’t make God love me more. I want to do it, because it is good for me. It will make me feel better, and I will be in better health. But God loves me regardless. I have been chosen, regardless.

 

So we can rest in God. There is nothing you can do to make God love you more than God loves you now. And the good things we want to do and the good things we do, we do them because we share in the divinity of God through Christ. We were created to do them, we were chosen to do them.

 

The more we worship, the more we spend time with the God who chosen us, the more like God we become. And that is our True Self. Amen.

 

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A Very Messy Salvation

HEBREWS 2:10-18

10It was fitting that God, for whom and through whom all things exist, in bringing many children to glory, should make the pioneer of their salvation perfect through sufferings. 11For the one who sanctifies and those who are sanctified all have one Father. For this reason Jesus is not ashamed to call them brothers and sisters, 12saying, 
     “I will proclaim your name to my brothers and sisters, 
          in the midst of the congregation I will praise you.” 
13And again, 
     “I will put my trust in him.” 
And again, 
     “Here am I and the children whom God has given me.”

14Since, therefore, the children share flesh and blood, he himself likewise shared the same things, so that through death he might destroy the one who has the power of death, that is, the devil, 15and free those who all their lives were held in slavery by the fear of death. 16For it is clear that he did not come to help angels, but the descendants of Abraham. 17Therefore he had to become like his brothers and sisters in every respect, so that he might be a merciful and faithful high priest in the service of God, to make a sacrifice of atonement for the sins of the people. 18Because he himself was tested by what he suffered, he is able to help those who are being tested.

MATTHEW 2:13-23

13Now after they had left, an angel of the Lord appeared to Joseph in a dream and said, “Get up, take the child and his mother, and flee to Egypt, and remain there until I tell you; for Herod is about to search for the child, to destroy him.” 14Then Joseph got up, took the child and his mother by night, and went to Egypt, 15and remained there until the death of Herod. This was to fulfill what had been spoken by the Lord through the prophet, “Out of Egypt I have called my son.”

16When Herod saw that he had been tricked by the wise men, he was infuriated, and he sent and killed all the children in and around Bethlehem who were two years old or under, according to the time that he had learned from the wise men. 17Then was fulfilled what had been spoken through the prophet Jeremiah: 
18  “A voice was heard in Ramah, 
          wailing and loud lamentation, 
     Rachel weeping for her children; 
          she refused to be consoled, because they are no more.”

19When Herod died, an angel of the Lord suddenly appeared in a dream to Joseph in Egypt and said,20“Get up, take the child and his mother, and go to the land of Israel, for those who were seeking the child’s life are dead.” 21Then Joseph got up, took the child and his mother, and went to the land of Israel.22But when he heard that Archelaus was ruling over Judea in place of his father Herod, he was afraid to go there. And after being warned in a dream, he went away to the district of Galilee. 23There he made his home in a town called Nazareth, so that what had been spoken through the prophets might be fulfilled, “He will be called a Nazorean.”

You may or may not know this, but I don’t just thumb through the Bible and chose the week’s text on my own every Sunday. I preach using the Common Lectionary as guide for the week’s Scripture Lessons. I don’t have to do that. As a Presbyterian pastor I can preach on whatever passage I choose, unlike other denominations, where the pastors are bound to the Lectionary. But I use the Lectionary for two reasons. First, it is kind of a comfort to know that I when I am struggling to write a sermon, there are thousands of other pastors around the world struggling with the same texts I am.

But second, and more important, I found when I was choosing my own texts for the week, I tended to gravitate toward certain texts, and I tended to avoid other texts. Take this week’s lectionary text for example. If I were choosing which text I would be preaching on the week after Christmas, I promise you it would NOT be this text!

As a matter of fact, I doubt this text would ever show up in one of my sermons. I would be preaching on some cute text about the Baby Jesus., The heck with all the slaughter of infants stuff that Matthew gives us.

As a matter of fact, I have to wonder why Matthew put this story in his gospel. Things are going so nicely in the Gospel—Mary and Joseph have worked out their problems, the wise men show up and give them nice presents, and then he has to go and give us the story about Herod killing two year old children. What does this add to the story of Jesus?

Well, it is there for two reasons. The first is that he wants to show us something about who Jesus is. For Matthew, Jesus is the new Moses. Luke shows us Jesus as the new King David but Matthew compares Jesus to Moses. For example, traditionally there are five books of Moses—Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy, the Torah. Matthew splits his Gospel up into five major sections, each centering around a major sermon of Jesus. Moses fasts for forty days on a mountain; Jesus fasts for forty days in the desert. Moses goes up on a mountain and receives the Law; Jesus goes up on a mountain and gives the Sermon on the Mount, where he radically reinterprets the Law.

And we have this story. If you remember your Old Testament, when Moses was born, Pharaoh had decided there were too many Hebrews running around, so he ordered that all the babies should be killed. When Jesus was born, King Herod was afraid of a new rival, so he orders all the children under the age of two in Bethlehem be killed. Moses came to the Holy Land from Egypt and according to this morning’s text, so did Jesus.

Now there are some scholars who say that Matthew made this story up, just to make his point that Jesus was the new Moses. And it is true that no other historian records this particular piece of tragedy. You would think if a crazy King ordered all children under the age of two to be killed, someone else besides Matthew would have reported it. That may be the case, but there are two things to take into account. First, Bethlehem was a small town. When we sing, “O Little Town of Bethlehem,” the little part is to be taken literally. It was a very small town. So we are only talking about maybe a few children killed by Herod’s soldiers. Second, this is pretty small stuff in terms of the atrocities that Herod committed.

Herod was friends with the Roman Rulers, which is how he got the job to be king of Israel. The Romans realized the country would be best ruled by a local guy, and Herod looked like the just the guy they needed. Now the problem was, Herod was not actually Jewish. His wife was, but he was not. He was actually an Idumean, which was like a cousin to the Jews. Herod saw himself as king of Jews, but in order to please the Romans, he had to also serve the interest of other religious groups, and so he had pagan temples erected around Jerusalem, which greatly angered the Jews. He had a strong paranoid streak, and had his wife and two of his son killed, because he was afraid they had designs on his throne. One of Herod’s Roman friends said it was better to be one of Herod’s pigs than one of his sons or his wives, because he did not eat pork, and did not kill the pigs, but he had no problem killing his wife or his sons. When Herod died, so the story goes, he died a very painful death, possibly due to kidney failure. He was taking a bath in water from the Dead Sea, the people placing him in the bath dropped him. Herod was rather large and bloated at the time, and he sank underwater, and did not come up. His servants thought he was dead, and started doing a dance of joy.

But sure enough, Herod emerged up out of the water, and saw his servants dancing. He asked why they were dancing, and the servants figured their lives were pretty much over no matter what they said, so they decided on honesty. “We thought you were dead,” they said.

“You were happy I was dead?” he asked, and they nodded. “Will most people be happy that I am dead?” he asked. Again, they nodded. “Will no one grieve my death?” and they shook their heads.

So Herod invited the most prominent citizens of Jericho to his palace, and had them imprisoned. He gave the order that at his death, these people would all be executed, so that there would be grieving in the land when he died. If they were not going to grieve him, they could at least grieve their own family members.

So when Matthew tells us this horrifying story about Herod, that when  he heard that there might be a rival king, born in the Bethlehem, he figured the best way to handle it would be to just kill all the children under the age of two in that city, it is not hard to believe a) that he did it, and b) that things like this were so common place in his regime, it was not worth reporting. This is totally in character for Herod.

But I think Matthew includes this story for another reason. Salvation is messy, and it comes at a cost.

Now first, I have to define the term “Salvation.” It is a word that gets used a lot, but it is what a friend of mine used to call a “greasy Christian word,” meaning we use it, but we are not always sure what it means. Think about it for a moment. If I were giving a pop test and asked you to take out a pen and paper and write a definition of Salvation, what would you say?

The obvious thing is that Jesus saves us from our sins, but what does that mean? Does it just mean that now we get to go to heaven, no matter how bad we are in life? That is what I grew up with. For all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God, but if we accept Jesus into our hearts as our personal savior, then we are saved from the consequences of our sins, which means in short, we don’t have to go to hell when we die.

Well, that is fine as far as it goes. But I have two problems with that. First, the Bible never calls Jesus a “personal” savior. The word “personal” never even appears in the Bible. Jesus is certainly a savior, but he is certainly not a Personal savior. Second, that is a pretty limited view of salvation, and of sin.

Let’s go back to Matthew for a moment. Matthew, as I said, paints Jesus as the new Moses. How did Moses save the people? First, he brought them out of slavery. And then second, he gave them a new way to live.  And that is what Jesus does. He offers us a way out of the things that enslave us. While some of the things that might enslave us are our personal sins, Jesus goes further than that. Much further.

I mean, it is true that if I am an angry person, or a jealous person, that I am a slave to my anger or jealousy, and it will tend to mess up my life in many ways. I can be a slave to drugs, or sex, or I can be addicted to money and wealth, or to power. And yes, Jesus is able to free me from those things. I can be a slave to my sins, and in Christ my sins are forgiven, and in Christ I am made free from my sins.

But it goes further than that. Jesus came as the savior of the world. People are not just enslaved by their personal sins. We are enslaved within ourselves. What do I mean by that? Let’s go back to the Hebrews text. In it the author says that through Jesus, we are all brothers and sisters. With Jesus as our brother, our other siblings are all of humanity.

But we do have a hard time living that out, don’t we. For some people discovering that their family is a lot bigger than they thought it was is just the extension of a very scary nightmare. Not all families are of the “Gee, everything is just hunky-dory and we all love one another” variety. Some are pretty dysfunctional. And we find ourselves enslaved in the dysfunctions of our families. Many of the kids I worked with in Fairbanks were severely damaged by their families. Because of that damage, they act out in many different ways, and when they act out, they end up alienating themselves from other people. They are trapped in relational patterns, most of which they are totally unaware of.

But it goes further than that.

We here in this congregation tend to get along fairly well. We are fairly happy family of God here. But what about people from other churches, or other denominations? On Sunday morning most of Christendom splits itself apart for worship.  Now there is nothing wrong with worshiping where you feel comfortable, but if we have just the slightest feelings of superiority, like we do it somehow better, then we are enslaved in our good opinions of our selves.

And there are just times when we want to reach out, but we don’t know how. Something stops us from really caring for the people we love. Something gets in the way. Sometimes it is our pride, but sometimes it is just the fact that we have a hard time relating. A lot of marriage fall apart simply because two people have slowly grown apart, and they don’t know how to come back together again. We are sometimes enslaved behind walls that keep us separated from other people—people we love.

They are also enslaved by grinding poverty, by lack of education, by hunger. People are enslaved by other people who are smarter than they are, and who learn to use them for their own ends. For example, I spent six months living in inner city Philadelphia right out of college. Now a lot of people who live in the inner city don’t have cars. They cannot afford them. That means they have to shop in places that are close by. And the prices in those neighborhoods are always more than the prices in the suburbs, where more wealthy people live. The people who run the food stores in the inner city know they have a captive audience, and they can charge higher prices. In this case, being poor just makes you poorer. That is slavery as much as drug addiction is slavery.

And it is not either/or. You know, some churches, like the Baptists or Evangelical churches emphasize that Jesus saves us from our personal sins, and they are right. But they tend to ignore the social implications of sin. Other churches, like the Presbyterian Church, emphasize social sins, and we tend to downplay the side of salvation where we are saved from our individual sins.  It is both.

Jesus did not just come so that I could be saved from my sin of arrogance and pride. Jesus came so that people could be saved from all oppression, individual and social. And, to go further, Jesus came that we might discover a new way of living. Moses brought the Law to the people of his day. Jesus brings us graceful living, that is living our lives in the light of the overwhelming love of God, and spreading that love to other people.

The Law was intended to free people, not enslave them, just like our constitution frees us as Americans.

When the Law was given to Moses, the text says that Mount Sinai “hovered over the people.” Now some rabbis who were debating studying this passage took it literally—the mountain had broken free from the earth, and was in the air, hovering above the people. The Rabbis debated why this was so. Some said it was a threat—if the people refused the law of Moses, then the mountain would come down on top of them, and wipe them all out. But one rabbi said, “No, the mountain is a wedding canopy. When Moses received the law, it was like a couple in love, giving their wedding vows to one another.”

I love my wife, and am I much freer in my relationship with her when I am keeping my vows. The law was intended to free us. Moses did not just free the Hebrews when he delivered them from slavery. He also freed them when he delivered the Law to them.

God wants to redeem the world, so that we can all share in the love that our Creator and Redeemer has for us.

But the world does not always want to be redeemed. And that is where salvation becomes a very messy process. Herod did not a new savior. He wanted to keep all the power for himself, and he was willing to kill anyone who stood in his way or threatened to steal away his power. God sent Jesus to the world to save the world, and right off the bat someone tries to kill Jesus. And we all know, eventually someone succeeds in that.

Salvation is messy work. If God is omniscient, then God knew that children would die because of the birth of Jesus. However God felt that the salvation of the world was worth it. Salvation is rarely clean and neat. It is a messy process, but it is the an important process.

Paul compares salvation to child birth, and anyone who has ever been present at a birth knows it is a pretty messy process. And when Paul does compare salvation to birth, he is talking about, not just the salvation of individual souls, but the salvation of all creation.

Matthew is showing us, in this story, just how messy salvation is. People will get in the way of it. They will try to stop it. We always have good reasons why we go to war, why we have unjust economic policies, why we can’t do more to help people, why we cannot change our own lives for the better. We always have good reasons why we really cannot live a life of love as God calls us. And I mean this seriously. On the one hand I would love to be free of possessions, as Christ preaches in the Sermon on the Mount, but I have three kids, at least one of whom may want to go to college, and I have to provide a place to live for my family, and I want to be able to retire without being a burden to anyone else. I would love to be saved from materialism, but reality keeps getting in the way.

I would love to be a pacifist. I have spent time with the Quakers and Mennonites, and I think it would be great if we could end all violence. But the world is not redeemed yet, and we have to make hard decisions about protecting people, and sometimes those decisions involve going to war.

Matthew is telling us, in this story, that salvation is messy. Innocent people get hurt along the way.

But he is telling us it is the most crucial thing in the world. It may be messy, but it is worth it. We don’t stop struggling with it because it is messy. We, in the words of Paul, work out our salvation with fear and trembling. But we work it out. We don’t let the messy part of it win, and we don’t let it stop us. If the world does want to be redeemed, we keep coming back, and we keep showing the world the better way that God has laid out for us, the way of love and grace and mercy and kindness, and sometimes people get it, and sometimes they don’t. Sometimes we get it, and sometimes we don’t. We will make mistakes along the way, and that is ok, because being redeemed, being saved means that we don’t let our mistakes define who we are, and we learn from them and we move on. And if the world resists, we don’t give up.

In the late 1970s, and group of Presbyterians in Charlotte, North Carolina did a study on world hunger, and decided they wanted to do something to help hungry people. They soon learned that one of the poorest nations in the world was almost in their back yard—Haiti. So they raised money to help hungry Haitians. They found an organization which would take the money and do an agricultural project, but the organization ended up stealing the money.

Undeterred, they decided to go through a government agency. They raised more money, and sent it over only to learn that one of the government officials stole the money.

Still, they were determined, so worked to find a trustworthy person in Haiti they could work with, and found a man who designed for them a worthy project—it was an irrigation canal in an area that needed more water to grow decent crops, so they worked with him to get the project going. As they were ready to start it, the man called them and said, “Don’t send any money, the government has come by asking questions, and they want to take over the project, and if they do, the money will be stolen again.”

Still determined, they worked with this man to come up with a way around the government, and finally found one. The fifth time they initiated the project, it finally got off the ground, and was wildly successful. The canal was dug, and it changed the lives of hundreds of people. Not only did they dig the canal, but they started literacy clinics, and helped establish health clinics. They sent representatives from the churches to meet with the people, and I was able to go and live in the village for a summer, and that changed my life.

A form of salvation came to many people, myself included, because of that project, but it was messy going. The people who initiated it could have given up after the first try. Maybe they should have after the third try. But they knew it was worth doing, and they kept at it.

God intends to liberate us. God intends to free us from our sins, but that is a messy salvation. It is not always neat and clean. We reject it, others pull us away from it, and yet God always offers. God is always there with the open hand, calling us to a New Liberation.

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The True Meaning of Christmas

This is the Christmas Eve sermon, given during the Service of Lessons and Carols, at First Presbyterian Church in Medford, Oregon, on December 24, 2013. 

What is the true meaning of Christmas? I put that on in some online communities and got some interesting answers. Some talked about the coming of the Prince of Peace, some talked about God’s gift to us in the form of a child. Some talked about family and how important that was. Some talked about a time of good will and harmony.

Many of my Alaska friends talked about the season, and the coming of the light after the Solstice. One person said, “Snow, family, traffic, sparkly things.”

I think the meaning of Christmas is found in the child. It is found in the fact that God came to us as a child.

Imagine you are shepherd, around 5 BC. That is when we think Jesus was really born. It is a clear night, and the stars are shining brightly down on you and your companions. In Bethlehem, a small town, there is one main field where most of the shepherds keep their flocks. There would five, maybe ten other flocks in that one field. The field has caves surrounding it, where the shepherds put up their sheep for the night.

When the sheep are safely secured, the shepherds sit around a fire, and they talk. Some will sneak off to sleep a bit, while others keep an eye on the caves where the sheep are asleep.

Suddenly there is in the sky above, more light than they have ever seen in their lives. It is like the flame from a thousand torches, only brighter, much brighter. From the light you can barely see figures, heavenly figures, frightening figures,

From the middle of the multitude comes … is it one voice or many voices? It is hard to tell, but you know you have never heard anything so beautiful or so terrifying ever in your life. You can barely make out the words at first, but they become clearer as the angels sing.

Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people.

For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord.

And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger.

Suddenly you know that was just one voice, as the many voices join in a song that melts your heart, a song that made you want to laugh and cry at the same time, a song of great hope, and yet a song that made you painfully aware of how far we are from God: Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward all.

And as quick as they appeared, they are gone. You are left rubbing your eyes, wondering just what you have experienced. One of your companions says, “What are we waiting for?” and with hardly a thought for your sheep, you make your way into town, where you are able to quickly learn the location of the pregnant woman who just came to town with her husband. “That poor woman,” says the first person you ask, “her husband said he was from here, but he had no family, and they ended up staying in that stable right over there. Why, I would not be surprised if she gave birth tonight!”

You and your companions make your way to the stable, and enter to find a man and his wife, who is holding a newborn child.

And here you run into the true meaning of Christmas. It is the baby—the infant Jesus.

It is just a baby. My guess is that were you to wander by the stable that night, you could not tell that baby was any different from any other baby who might be born that night. I know the paintings have the baby glowing, and a halo around his mother, but I don’t think it was really like that. Sure, it was kind of different, being born in a stable, but other than that, this probably looked like any other newborn.

But here is the miracle of Christmas, Emmanuel, God with us. Here is the work of God. Here is the new thing that God is doing.

Well, here is the beginning of it.

You see, Christmas is really just a beginning. This is the start of the life of Jesus.

Christmas, in many ways, represents a new beginning. In theological terms, this is the beginning of the life of God incarnate. It is the beginning of the life of Jesus, which is the beginning of the New Covenant of God’s love poured out for us. It is the beginning of the fulfillment of the promises of God to all humanity.

Christmas is a new beginning in other ways. It is close to New Year’s day, and we are starting to think about the year ahead of us. Saturday was the Solstice, and the days are now growing longer. The Christian calendar begins at Advent, and so we are the beginning of the Liturgical new year.

Christmas represents a new beginning for us. It is kind of like a Spiritual New Year, if you will. On New Year’s day, people make resolutions; the resolve to do things that will change their lives for the better. The resolutions may be significant things, but they start small. If you want to lose 40 pounds in 2014, you start by cutting out desert on New Year’s eve. If you want to quit smoking, you don’t have a cigarette, starting tonight. Little steps. Beginning steps. Baby steps.

Christmas is God’s baby steps to us.

On Christmas we see the beginning of God’s resolve to change humanity for the better, and it starts with the baby. This baby will grow up, and will say and do tremendous things, but on Christmas, it starts with the baby.

I think most of us would like to receive God’s handiwork in a more complete form. We pray for something, and we want it now. We need a job, and we pray hoping that someone will call us up and offer us the perfect position. We want a relationship, and hope that the perfect person will just walk up to us in a coffee shop and say, “I’m available.”

We want the full grown miracle, but most often God starts with the baby. The shepherds came to the stable expecting perhaps a full grown miracle, but what they got was the baby. And it would be almost 30 years before the baby started saying and doing all those things that showed us he was really Jesus, that showed us he was Emmanuel, God with us. Thirty years. They got the baby, but then they had to wait.

It is often that way when God acts. We get the baby. We get the start. But it has to grow. Of course, we have to grow too. We start small, we make small changes, we work a little on this, and a little on that, and after a while we do begin to see some big changes. But they come in small increments.

I distrust quick, overnight changes. I don’t think they are very deep changes. You can grow a mushroom in a night, but an oak takes a while. And I think the real meaning of Christmas takes a while to grow in us.

At my second church we had a Christmas that looked a lot like this one (except that it was not as pretty). We did, however collect presents for a transitional housing program, where I served on the board.

The Phoenix House put homeless men through a yearlong program, and they had to sign a contract promising to do a host of things. For example, they all had to remain clean and sober. If the men had children, they were supposed to reconnect, if they could, with their children.

The presents I brought were all generic presents, and the boxes just said things like “Gloves, large,” or “Sweater, medium.” On Christmas night I took them over the Phoenix House, the transitional program, and handed them out to the guys.

One Christmas the guys were opening their boxes and one guy started crying when he opened his. I figured he was just a little overwhelmed by our kindness. But I learned different.

This man had been alienated from his kids since they were born. Part of his contract was to use his own money to buy presents for his kids. He had never done that before. Well, it was a cold winter in North Carolina that year, and it was a particularly cold Christmas season. This man worked outside and he really needed a coat. But he only had enough money for the presents for his children.

While he was shopping he saw a coat he really wanted. But he only had enough money for the presents. He looked and looked at the coat, but finally he went and did the right thing—one of the few times he could say that he did the right thing. He bought the presents, and made sure his kids got them.

That night, when he was opening his presents from our church, the box he had contained the same coat he was eyeing at the mall. That’s why he was crying. Christ came him that night, in the form of a coat.

He graduated from the program, and last I heard he was still doing well. He stayed clean and sober, he reconnected with his kids, and kept his job. He turned his life around, and that was miracle, considering where he came from.

I like to think that when he was sorely tempted to use or to drink, when he was tempted to go to his old, dysfunctional ways, he took out the Christmas coat, and remembered that somebody cared for him—that God cared for him. God cared enough to get him that coat. And I like to that is part of what helped him achieve his miraculous success.

Christmas comes to us in many ways. The Christmas baby, who is not yet fully developed, takes many forms in our lives, mostly in small ways.

Christmas can be a time when we remember those small ways that God loves us. It is a time to think upon new things, the small new things that God is doing in our lives, in our families, in our church. We think back on those baby steps, and that helps us move toward the future that God has in store for us.

The gift of the Christ child is there for all us, but it comes to us in many different ways. But each time it comes, it brings a light, that helps us see ahead, a light that can take us through the dark times, a light that moves us into a new future.

Merry Christmas! May the Christ child dwell in your hearts tonight.

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